10 weeks pregnancy
Alohaaa.. Wassup with the 10 weeks pregnancy?
First of all, the nausea feeling is getting worse! Every morning I need to wait until my body throwing up my breakfast first, then I can go to work. And my mom's comment is not helping at all! I thought as a mother who has experienced all of these, she would be empathetic to me.. Yet she said that's the way it is and you still need to go to work, period!
Sigh.
Sometimes I wonder, is it pregnancy would be better off for a housewife? At least you don't need to wake up in the morning, driving, and feel all the stress at work. There's one night when I couldn't sleep and my head was full with work stuffs!
But, I guess if I stayed at home for months, I would be dead bored.
Even this Saturday, I was home alone because I couldn't imagine myself going to Jakarta with hubby with all the nausea feeling. The last time I went to my mom's place in Bogor, I puked everything I just ate in the car (in a plastic bag for sure).
Well.
I just want this to be passed soon, really. People says I need to enjoy this, yet I don't know how!! Everyday feels like really long.. Time feels moving so slow, with all the nausea, discomfort, and all. I wish the second trimester will arrived soon.. I wish this nausea will disappear and I can feel comfort again.
And I really want to slap everyone who's telling me to have more than 1 kid. They have no idea with all the pain I've been through. I mean, this is my body, and every woman body is precious. I mean, c'mon we're not a cow.. I just need to handle this feeling first. I feel so emotional now.
God, please help me to feel comfortable and let the baby inside my belly grows healthy and flawless :)
This too shall pass, amen!!
First of all, the nausea feeling is getting worse! Every morning I need to wait until my body throwing up my breakfast first, then I can go to work. And my mom's comment is not helping at all! I thought as a mother who has experienced all of these, she would be empathetic to me.. Yet she said that's the way it is and you still need to go to work, period!
Sigh.
Sometimes I wonder, is it pregnancy would be better off for a housewife? At least you don't need to wake up in the morning, driving, and feel all the stress at work. There's one night when I couldn't sleep and my head was full with work stuffs!
But, I guess if I stayed at home for months, I would be dead bored.
Even this Saturday, I was home alone because I couldn't imagine myself going to Jakarta with hubby with all the nausea feeling. The last time I went to my mom's place in Bogor, I puked everything I just ate in the car (in a plastic bag for sure).
Well.
I just want this to be passed soon, really. People says I need to enjoy this, yet I don't know how!! Everyday feels like really long.. Time feels moving so slow, with all the nausea, discomfort, and all. I wish the second trimester will arrived soon.. I wish this nausea will disappear and I can feel comfort again.
And I really want to slap everyone who's telling me to have more than 1 kid. They have no idea with all the pain I've been through. I mean, this is my body, and every woman body is precious. I mean, c'mon we're not a cow.. I just need to handle this feeling first. I feel so emotional now.
God, please help me to feel comfortable and let the baby inside my belly grows healthy and flawless :)
This too shall pass, amen!!
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