Pregnancy post : 29 weeks!
Hello.. It's been ages since I wrote down here!
Guess the pregnancy journey wasn't as tough as before, and I'm getting busy with 3 baby moons in 3 months in a row, lol..
The first baby moon was when I was in 4.5 months pregnancy, we went to belitung to enjoy the blue clear water and giant rock beaches. It was nice although super hot and last day we couldn't do anything in the city center.
The second babymoon was unplanned because I need to go for business trip to Singapore and I ask hubby to join me on the 3rd day. Ended up with swollen feet and super tired, lol.. I was 5.5 months preggie, and I didn't know that walking in Singapore can be that tiring, even though only walking from hdb to mrt station!! I can't imagine living in Singapore while pregnant, gotta use cab everyday when my belly gets bigger!
The third one was a week ago, also unplanned, because hubby is working on a project in Surabaya, so we went to Malang because he never been there. So it's actually great that we got 2 unplanned baby moons, lol. It just that the bigger your belly, the more excruciating your holiday is! Lol.. When I got on the plane to Malang, my back is hurting me sooo baddd.. I need to use my sweater, wrap it like a pillow, and put it on my back. The journey back is even worst because I went home alone, hubby still there for another 2 days. I swore this will be the last time I'm getting on a plane until labor day! Haha..
Well, so yeah I'm officially reaching my 29 weeks yesterday. I literally counting day by day of my pregnancy. Some people said it's fun, yet this has been a roller coaster experience for me. There are some moments when I feel so much in pain, especially when I kept throwing up until my chest was hurting me so bad. It feels like dying, literally.
Then things get better, and when you feel that first kick, especially it happens when hubby touch my belly.. Feels so happy.
Then my belly gets bigger exponentially, I can even feel something is stretching my belly from inside. Yes, I can feel she's getting bigger. I can feel her bone is punching me from inside, every movement in my belly.. Even when I was asleep. Then the hard to sleep moment comes.. I even cried 2 days ago because I really couldn't sleep.
During my pregnancy, I often wondered, why people wants to be parents? This question comes from the youngest child, tough but often spoiled girl, and super messy -me. Well, I did not plan to be a parent this soon, yet I want to be a parent someday. Why?
I guess because I'm just following the mainstream. I want to be part of society, where they are parents. When my peers are being parents, I want to be one of them so I can be accepted.
I'm not a type of person who dreamt to buils a big and perfect family, nor having that strong sense of motherhood.
But I remember when I'm having the fear od losing her, the life within my belly. That love will grow along her growing in my belly.. That's why people said mother's love is unconditional. Because you can't love other thing as much as you love thing that is growing from you. She/ he is you. She is part of me.
Anyway, I have been super sensitive lately.. Easily got cried. And my hubby of course doesn't understand. She's just wondering why I kept crying. Well, I can't explain why, but I'm just hoping he can do research about pregnant women and the symptoms. But that reminds me also to browse about guy and his cave.. He's been super quite lately although I always ask whether he feels stressed out with his job hunting. Well, this is what marriage life all about.. How you can ease other's sorrow.. Or maybe just keep quiet when he needs serenity.
I think God is giving me this lil blessing because he wants me to grow to be a better wife, mom, and perhaps daughter. I know I have been very spoiled & snobbish lately, but I will try to be a better person :)
Amen to that. Please pray for me, so I can give birth normally & the baby is in perfect condition! :)
Guess the pregnancy journey wasn't as tough as before, and I'm getting busy with 3 baby moons in 3 months in a row, lol..
The first baby moon was when I was in 4.5 months pregnancy, we went to belitung to enjoy the blue clear water and giant rock beaches. It was nice although super hot and last day we couldn't do anything in the city center.
The second babymoon was unplanned because I need to go for business trip to Singapore and I ask hubby to join me on the 3rd day. Ended up with swollen feet and super tired, lol.. I was 5.5 months preggie, and I didn't know that walking in Singapore can be that tiring, even though only walking from hdb to mrt station!! I can't imagine living in Singapore while pregnant, gotta use cab everyday when my belly gets bigger!
The third one was a week ago, also unplanned, because hubby is working on a project in Surabaya, so we went to Malang because he never been there. So it's actually great that we got 2 unplanned baby moons, lol. It just that the bigger your belly, the more excruciating your holiday is! Lol.. When I got on the plane to Malang, my back is hurting me sooo baddd.. I need to use my sweater, wrap it like a pillow, and put it on my back. The journey back is even worst because I went home alone, hubby still there for another 2 days. I swore this will be the last time I'm getting on a plane until labor day! Haha..
Well, so yeah I'm officially reaching my 29 weeks yesterday. I literally counting day by day of my pregnancy. Some people said it's fun, yet this has been a roller coaster experience for me. There are some moments when I feel so much in pain, especially when I kept throwing up until my chest was hurting me so bad. It feels like dying, literally.
Then things get better, and when you feel that first kick, especially it happens when hubby touch my belly.. Feels so happy.
Then my belly gets bigger exponentially, I can even feel something is stretching my belly from inside. Yes, I can feel she's getting bigger. I can feel her bone is punching me from inside, every movement in my belly.. Even when I was asleep. Then the hard to sleep moment comes.. I even cried 2 days ago because I really couldn't sleep.
During my pregnancy, I often wondered, why people wants to be parents? This question comes from the youngest child, tough but often spoiled girl, and super messy -me. Well, I did not plan to be a parent this soon, yet I want to be a parent someday. Why?
I guess because I'm just following the mainstream. I want to be part of society, where they are parents. When my peers are being parents, I want to be one of them so I can be accepted.
I'm not a type of person who dreamt to buils a big and perfect family, nor having that strong sense of motherhood.
But I remember when I'm having the fear od losing her, the life within my belly. That love will grow along her growing in my belly.. That's why people said mother's love is unconditional. Because you can't love other thing as much as you love thing that is growing from you. She/ he is you. She is part of me.
Anyway, I have been super sensitive lately.. Easily got cried. And my hubby of course doesn't understand. She's just wondering why I kept crying. Well, I can't explain why, but I'm just hoping he can do research about pregnant women and the symptoms. But that reminds me also to browse about guy and his cave.. He's been super quite lately although I always ask whether he feels stressed out with his job hunting. Well, this is what marriage life all about.. How you can ease other's sorrow.. Or maybe just keep quiet when he needs serenity.
I think God is giving me this lil blessing because he wants me to grow to be a better wife, mom, and perhaps daughter. I know I have been very spoiled & snobbish lately, but I will try to be a better person :)
Amen to that. Please pray for me, so I can give birth normally & the baby is in perfect condition! :)
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